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you may never know that this is for you
and how much there was a wanting to give,
how much i was and willing to share
with someone who was a breath of beautiful air

i cannot imagine and it hurts to try
to think of another for i would cry
and in this moment of tremendous peril
there is no one else, my jewel.

you will never know and you may not care
either way my silence is hard to bear
my heart is now stone but i fear it not
its the weight of worry, for my breath is in knots

so goodbye my darling, i may never be the one
and it is i who must take this round
i did what i could and its cowardice at best
for with the almighty i let it rest