Just losing you

i don't know what to do
i don't know what to say
The girl I love, she's leaving me today
i never wanted it to end this way
but maybe that's how the world rolls today

it's hard to wake up in the middle of the night
and realise that she's not by your side
you turn around and go back to crying
maybe it was better off when you were lying

i don't know what to do,
i dont know what to say
the good times were few
but i loved them anyway

i was lying when i called her out to chat
i cannot help it, i am just like that
she was a rock amidst the raging seas
only a tempest knows what that means


so i'm sorry, i cheated
i never should have done it anyway
now theres no reason for me to exist
to her, i'm nothing a anyway
i couldn't get her out of my head
maybe thats why i write poems like this instead