An oxymoron on friendship:love

I just wanted to say that I thought about it,
I felt it and I feel it,
Tis better to have a friend for life
than a lover for a night

I wanted to say that i am sorry
It’s a farce, its crazy and we don't have much
and yet, I write this in the hope
that there might have been one

You fell from the pedestal of love
It was not because there was a drop, rather
you meant much more and so you
slithered into the lap of friendship

It was hard and while you were going the other way
I hoped that it would happen and I cheated
For all I wanted was your love
I wanted to be loved as much as I love

The tears, the fight and the restlessness
They tore at the soul of my passion
My heart was burdened, cursed and I was at a loss
for it was fertile, it gave me a reason to live

I just wanted to say that I thought about it,
I felt it and I feel it,
Tis better to have a friend for life
than a lover for a night

And now here I am and there you are,
The world is at your feet,
Will we ever share those good times again, friends are
supposed to be happy for each other,
and for you, I am, although I simply miss you.