Goodbye

its almost done
cause i have given up,
i tried hard without talking
i tried hard with talking, subtly
and i imagined a miracle
would happen, it hasn't
and there's nothing i can do about it
but weep, sadly and heavily
for no more of her, no more with her and
no more seeing her.
it's sad and as usual, this
coward can admit he cries,
for he has not been able to tell her when she's around,
but will tell the whole world about her when she's gone.

weep ye coward, suffer you fool
for, for what you've done your head's of wool,
don't expect pity or a shoulder to lean on
if you wanted her this bad you should have screwed your head on.
you cannot expect this moment a change of heart
for people need to be told they are loved,
you may speak to them from a distance, but it may not matter,
love needs to hear you directly from your heart.