god speed my love, may you find your special one

i just wanted to say goodbye
forever may be too soon and too harsh
you came in like a breeze, i loved your work
and i loved you even more.

i couldn't tell you how much i did
for i was afraid that if i did
and you said no
there'd be nothing left for me to live .

and so i kept this secret, worshipping your feet
and counting the moments, you would call
or pass me by
hoping that one day you'd see me and say 'hi'.

but of course none came and you didn't seem to care
you were probably to busy to stop and share
the time has come and now you will be leaving
it is the divine will and that's something i can only believe in

you will never know how much there was
how much there was wanting to give,
how much i was and willing to share
for you came across like a breath of sensational air

i cannot imagine and it hurts to try
to think of another for i would cry
and in this moment of tremendous peril
there is no one else, my jewel.

you will never know and you may not care
either way my silence, i did bear
my heart is now stone and sometimes i fear it isn't
its not the weight i worry, it's the volcano that's in it

so goodbye my darling, i may never be the one
and it is i who must take this punch
i did what i could and its a cowardice at best
for with the almighty, i let it rest.